Everybody tells me  'Your not a BBW" or "You dont appear to fit in here"

I wouldnt know what to say, so i didnt say anything.. but  I got to thinking...

maybe I should just show them the real me..

So  here it is:

I have always been a BBW 300+ pounds, almost my whole life.  It was (is) the only lifestyle that I knew..

but,  about 8 or 9 years ago, I lost a hella lot of weight, about 150 pounds. I became unreconizable to my friends, family, even myself.  It was wierd. 

weight loss of that amount will surely change your appearance, your clothes size, everything..

everything except  your character, personality, your self perception.. (if your lucky, you will remain the same person inside)

What I am trying to say is. BBW is where I will always  live.  funny, but it is where I am most comfortable..

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